mitzy <33

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Sun, 21 Dec 2008 06:36:28 GMT

MEN ARE ALL THE SAMEE!!!!!!

hello hello.

Fri, 12 Dec 2008 16:10:19 GMT

im in my cinematography class watching this video, and i started thinking wow im graduating in 6 months! im getting my A.S degree. umm.. monday is 10 months with oscar and i .
im happy. washington in 6 days.
:)

toodles.

productive?

Thu, 30 Oct 2008 20:07:50 GMT

so ive decided to go back to starbucks. .
yes i know lame right?
but i been so stressed out lately because ive been broke!
i spent the $4,070 i got in the beginning of the school year in a heart beat. and now i dont get my other check till december. so i text my old manager and told him i wanted a job. and now im going back monday. now i kinda regret it. im going to be going to school 7am (most i add the hour drive) till 4pm. then go to work 6pm till 1am.
hopefully i can last.
eeeh.
someone kill me now.

sharks fin?

Sat, 25 Oct 2008 18:00:08 GMT

Yesterday Oscar and I went on a little adventure. we went to some restaurant in Chinatown. it was GROSS we sat there for a min to look at the menu and ran out. Duck?, Sheep?, Shark? Gross! so instead we went to Pf Changs. it was a fun day.

Watch this movie 'Requiem for a dream" so good.

tooodles.

thick skin thick skin

Fri, 24 Oct 2008 23:52:55 GMT

i love life i love life i love life.

i finally feel like i am doing what i want to do!
i love school and all my new friends.
this past month i was working on an actual set! it was sooo much fun.
it was like an actual job.
some of the actors and crew were complete assholes but it was still fun being on set.
my 21st birthday is in 5 months.
i graduate in 8.

a quick movie recommendation.. watch THE DEVIL AND DANIEL JOHNSTON

it is such a great movie.
its more like a documentary. its so touching. once you watch this movie you'll fall in love with daniel and his music.

:D

Tue, 29 Jul 2008 22:32:09 GMT

im sooo excited to start schoool its making my stomach hurt!!

i start monday!
i went today to fill out papers and take my badge picture!!

they give me my mac laptop in 2 weeks.:D

i quit starbucks saturday!!

exciting times!

done done done!

Mon, 09 Jun 2008 21:35:58 GMT

im the one thats always trying to keeep in touch with old friends! im the one always calling,texting,messaging etc. fuck that shit im done. im not gonna try anymore.
im done.

that is all.

deja vu?

Thu, 05 Jun 2008 21:19:05 GMT

i been having really weird dreams lately.its not like stupid dreams like the world ending or anything of that sort. maybe theyre trying to tell me something?? hmm..

enought about that, i want to see the ting tings but everything is sold out. err i hate how i wait last minute for everything.

the new death cab for cutie is good. i really like it.

:D

thats all.

run run run run

Wed, 04 Jun 2008 18:59:51 GMT

great, im sick again. why the hell am i always getting sick? oh wait, i think i know the answer to that because i never drink any medicine. yuck.

anyways, im turning in my application for film school friday. i was suppose to go today but i want oscar to come with me, so ill wait till friday since his bitch ass is always 'working'. im really excited to start school. the only thing thats going to suck is the whole 9am-9pm monday -saturday not being able to spend time with oscar as much.

i dont feel good.

Mon, 02 Jun 2008 19:54:41 GMT

I love awwwsker with all my heart. I couldn't be happier!

I love with my whole heart, but I hate with my whole being.

Sat, 31 May 2008 17:32:10 GMT

And dont forget to breathe...

how am i suppose to believe nothing is going on, when text/messages are being received saying 'i love you' 'bf<3 'cutie'. Can you really blame me for getting upset? am i over
exaggerating making a big deal out of nothing? is this how it all starts? how am i not suppose to feel worried someone is going to take the one thing i love the most away from me? .. i hate when things are going so great and something happens that ruins your day. I'm just overwhelmed with feelings in my mind at the moment it's an emotional rollacoaster with no end. .

hotness!

Sun, 25 May 2008 06:19:48 GMT

he is fuckin sexy!!

that is all.

<333

busy bumble mii.

Wed, 07 May 2008 19:41:01 GMT

i havent beeen updating lately because i know no one reads this shit and i keep forgetting my damn password! anywho, things have been great. i beeen working non stop trying to save money for school but its sooo hard to save money! i keep spending it. im thinking about getting another job at some school with little kids. so two jobs ?! shouldnt be that hard right? i should be working a lot since im going to stop working for one year to go to film school it'll be worth it.
in a light note Oscar bought me tickets for SHE WANTS REVENGE!!!!!! im so excited!! its tomorrrow at the house of blues i cant wait.
oh and both of my sisters are pregnant my washington sister and cali sister ahah theyre both due the same time. ahha swweeet.

cheers

wouldnt lie to me right?

Fri, 02 May 2008 00:05:48 GMT

i have a hard time believing/trusting people and i really hate it.

im trying my hardest. :/

im not giving up!

Wed, 30 Apr 2008 17:12:33 GMT

so ive decided im going to film school! i dont care what it takes for me to get there im going! im not going back to shitty elco! so if it means working non-stop,getting rid of my car . im going to do it! i have to go to this school.

in another note
things are going great. couldnt be happpier.

peace love and hipppie beads.

ahhhh

Tue, 29 Apr 2008 06:04:08 GMT

could this day get any fuckin worse!!?
today was not my day what so ever!

i feeel sick, unhealthy, restless. i feeel like i am walking on eggshells, moving nowhere at all and i absolutely hate it. i feeel like i cant say what is on my mind without hurting someone,when i do i never have the right words to back up what im trying to say. i feel i finally have what i beeen after but afraid someone is going to take it all away from me, i really feeel like im losing my best friend. i feeel like something is pushing me down and theres no way up. maybe its just today.
ill probably feeel way better tomorrrow.. i hope.
:|

BAHAHAH

Wed, 23 Apr 2008 00:43:45 GMT

wow. i hate stupid girls that act like theyre 15. Chasing and wanting something that doesnt want them.
i mean seriously if someone doesnt want you stop being a litttle bitch about it and drop it move on! stop sittting there talking shit, trying to get atttention cause no one fuckin cares! your pathetic! get over it stop crying. i know i may sound like a bitch right now, im really not. i couldnt seriously care lesss! were not in high schoool anymore! grow the fuck up!

okay. i just had to get that out theres alot of stupid people that just bug the fuck out of me!!!

and sorrry for the language you'll never hear me talk like this promise.

mini party at my house right now!

tooodles!

<333

i am so happy right now if i exploded happiness would go everywhere.

Sat, 19 Apr 2008 20:43:00 GMT

im happpy how things are.

im going to seee GENGHIS TRON tonight im sooo excited i beeen wanting to see them for a really long time.

tooodles!

hot heat heat hot hot hot

Mon, 14 Apr 2008 18:08:26 GMT

its ridiculously hot!! i hate this heat! i wannnna go surfing! i hate mondays. i wish it was friday already! ima go throw myself in a poool.

Toooodles.

i love you in the morning, when you're still hungover, when you're still strung-out.

Wed, 09 Apr 2008 18:57:51 GMT

ive recently decided that i am going to write in my livejournal more because i constantly neglect it.

Lately things have beeen pretty good. i am so thankful/happy with my life right now.i have a few good friends whom i am so blessed to have. i have an amazing boyfriend.im happy happy oh.

happy happy oh.

Wed, 09 Apr 2008 06:12:36 GMT

I wish I was your favourite girl
I wish you though I was the reason you are in the world
I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile
I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style
I wish you couldn't figure me out
But you'd always wanna know what I was about
I wish you'd hold my hand when I was upset
I wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met
I wish you had a favourite beauty spot
That you loved secretly coz it was on a hidden bit that nobody else could see
Basically, I wish that you loved me
I wish that you needed me
I wish that you knew when I said two sugars actually I meant three
I wish that without me you heart would break
Yeah I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake
I wish that without me you couldn't eat
Yeah I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep

Hours before a new start...

Tue, 01 Jan 2008 04:18:44 GMT

I'm reflecting on this past year, and i'm curious as to how i'm going to top 2007. This year was amazing! i cant believe its the last day in 2007. this year went by so fast!! i met new people. stopped talking to some people :[ . found out who my true friends are. i made some mistakes here and there but then agaiin you learn from your mistakes. lots of partyinnggg, drinks, boys :]. im excited for 2008.. my 20th birthday around the corner more partying and fun. i love you all. happy new year!!!

time to get away..

Wed, 05 Dec 2007 05:56:37 GMT

im going to washington in 10 days. i cant wait i seriously need to get away.
part of me doesnt want to come back at all. :\

i dont do drugs. i am drugs

Sat, 24 Nov 2007 00:24:06 GMT

at the moment i obsessed with the following..
green tea
chips & salsa
my new boots
new friends.
big bracelets.
Rushmore.
late nights(early mornings)

my weekend was wonderful as usual.
i am so tired right now i can barely keep my eyes open. i had so much fun this weekend it involved delious food. meeting/making new friends. shopping,dancing, text messages, an all nighter.drinks and talking till 6am.

Thanksgiving was so much fun!

washington in 3 weeeks

love love love.

maybe i would have been something you'd be good at.

Mon, 05 Nov 2007 21:02:23 GMT

i feel like shit.
everything is seriously going downhill right now.

i need to go shopping! that'll make me happy !